hey,
i know that pretty much everything is in a mess now.
but.
things will get easier on my side and hopefully yours too.
cause if there's anything.
i still have faith in our friendship alright?
cause if anything we have its the strongest.
its our friendship.
and thats the one and only thing i'll never give up on.

so thats one hurdle crossed.
or maybe we just evaded it.
but i meant it when i said that we're going to have this settled nicely
when the time comes.
maybe when i stop.
maybe when everything is over and we have grown.
nicely.

thank you God.
for letting me have the strength to go on even when i feel that the whole world is on my shoulders.
and for teaching me what faith is.

why i still wear that ring around my neck?
two reasons.
you.
and that it serves as a reminder that i'm not going to lose my faith again.
even if i'm depressed.
or when i've lost everything in the world.
i still have that one thing that will always be there.
my faith.
and that ring is almost a year old.